Hi.. me again.. anyway nothing much to say today as I'm doing nuthing at the office and all the big bossess are not around... yabedabeduu..

Btw, today I'm officially an RHB Islamic Banking staff.. The new RHB subsidiary. So, bye-bye to RHB. Quite sad tho.. worried.. since the future is still unsure. I feel quite lost here.. being in IT division but without IT surrounding. In fact I can say that I'm the only person with IT background here. I really not sure what they mean with IT at this office since my work from the first day is mainly surfing the portal, chit-chatting, write some lousy paperwork (clerical job) etc.. etc.. etc.. It didn't look IT at all. I feel so wasted-up. All my experience, my knowledge gone into the drain just like dat..

Last nite I fought with abg again. We fight a lot especially during my pregnancy.. Dunno.. perhaps my pregnancy has make me more sarcastic, more emotional and more temper... Abg please forgive me.. yayang mintak ampun sbb slalu marah-marah abg.. I'm so scared with the labour, the baby's health (forgot to inform that I got diabetis during my pregnancy.. which could have a serious impact on my baby). Our financial state is quite bad.. but not so critical.. however I'm still worried as the family expanses increases.. with the baby on the way, hospitalization, loans, credit cards, family obligations.. yadda yadda yak..

Oh, one more thing, last nite we both had put our heads together for that SILK Highway contest... hopefully that we will win our dream house at Sunway Semenyih... that will help a lot especially when our financial status is at stake.. plus my mom is retiring next year and we'll surely need to find another place to live.. couldn't afford to live at Sg. Buloh (the house that abg has bought).. its too far away from civilization.. not to mention the cost of transportation to the office and wuts not! Hopefully, we would win that dream house.. plzz god.. ameen!